present = now

if so… how can i write about the present whereby the clock is clicking every single second? watever happens this minute becomes the past the next minute… if so, i would have to write the present down damn fast in order not to miss anything!!!

from the past…

i am who you see and read about on this blog… i always ask people around me, how well do you know me? and how much can you know about me? as i dun even know that much about myself… thats fasinating isnt it? look, how unique everyone is… i m studying and working at the same time… believe me, its not easy to handle!!! for the sake of early a little bit more… i have to give up more then 3 hours a week!!! that might not sound a lot to you… because there are 7 days a week and each day carries 24 hours which means i have 168 hours to spend in a week… i tell u, time is never ever enuf!!!

i party loads… i do!!!

i sleep loads… i do!!!

i work loads… i do!!!

party = go out drinking, dancing, singing, exploring singapore…

sleep = sleep like a freaking pig or napping

work = working practically and doing my course’s assignments…

time is bloody not enuf!!! if time is ever enuf, i will not be so stressed up… …

you know, there is a saying about ladies by the men… every woman has a “valuable” period and its between 18 to 25 and ladies above the age of 25 is classed under the “not valuable” category!!! i mean… what the fuck? which male animal set that period of time frame for us – the imperial species? but it truely affected me… time is running out!! i am 22…

i have recently moved back to singapore from the UK… staying with my sister!!! its great to have my sis around again… as far as i can recall, its was 10 years ago eversince we last lived together… have been spending lots of quality time with her!!! love it… enjoyed every moment… before i got back, i wasnt too sure and keen if i could stay with a family member or not… u know what i mean!!! being away for too long and growing up differently… each of us have different habits and practice!!! wat if my sis n i couldnt cope with each other and argues all the time? that was wat i was worried about…

but it wasnt wat i thought in the least way…

i love everyday living here…

i am very protective over people whom i care… nothing should ever happen to them as if something does happen, i shall be very crossed!!! i live in a private flat?! well, this place is old… have been here for almost 30 years if i am not wrong… this “flat” consists of my sister’s bedroom, my bedroom, our study, a living and dinning area, a kitchen, a laundry area and a store room… Ops… and also an en-suite in my sister’s bedroom and one wc for my private use… hahaha… how fortunate!!! this place was recently renovated mainly for my return… furnished to a very retro finish… very nice and simple!!!

have been back for almost half a year (till this date i post this page)… hmmmm… have been touring singapore like a tourist!!! still have loads to explore…

to be continue… …